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I am actually not okay #938 days

My life has been hell…I noticed today I am talking in past tense ALOT. That is not lost to me. I haven’t heard from US Military for a few hours. The gaps of “no contact” are getting bigger by hours. That does not make me feel secure, it frightens me that these criminals will never leave. My biggest fear is if I ever get to a stage where I am pregnant and they are targeting me again and I am caught between social services and them. They targeted me with an intention of extending this project to my children and if I am honest, I want to feel safe and secure. The security of children of mine is the biggest driver of this whole exposé.

That is how abuse works. It’s either they keep ABUSING me until something serious happens or they cool down a bit until everyone who was watching is back to doing their everyday things. Then it’s them and me again until its me asking for help again. All I can say is the cycles are getting shorter, from attack to looking for help. These people attacked, abused, tortured and indoctrinated me in Terrorism, they is a reason why I don’t want them attempting any contact with me.

Slave Driving me #939 Days

Gradually I am learning to say NO to psychological manipulation to compel me to put a certain image in public through force and duress so US Military can continue to exploit my vulnerable situation. I think I cant go low, only to find myself getting lower in hope. Being real in admitting this abuse and torture by US Military with HAARP Electromagnetic Frequencies has robbed me of my life, diginity, identity and wellbeing.

I have moments of spariodically doing something fun now and again & those are supposed to be sound bites I am suppose to sell to the public had US Military mind control had worked. But it didn’t…

I have not been happy for a long time and common sense tells me, true happiness for me is not happening overnight. It will probably take years of external counselling and therapy starting with getting justice for a crime that happens to me. I am in a cycle of abuse. I am not out of the abuse cycle, I am not a survivor, I am still a victim…that is why the healing process will never take place while the abuse is going

I feel like I live in Guantanamo bay #940 Days

What US Military torture program they are doing in Guantanamo, they are simulating the same conditions in my home with HAARP Electromagnetic Frequencies. Most people say, Guantanamo drove more people into Terrorism, I can relate to that, but I don’t think it’s an accident. It’s deliberate, process of engineering global Terrorism by US Military.

I was groomed in Terrorism in my initial days of attack by US Military and they are still doing the same abuse & torture to cover up by trying to rewire my neuropathways with more junk. It’s not curing me but it’s an attempt to hide a serious crime of Terrorism Indoctrination to invade Zimbabwe for Strategic Minerals.

I have said I want this CRIME investigated for the risk it poses to 15 Million Zimbabweans US Military were planning to invade and bomb.

When are these criminals going to get caught #941 Days

When are these people going to get caught? I am watching my life passing while US Military abuse and torture me , do to me what they want as if I am not a person with own brain and mind. I want these criminals caught. I want them out of my life.

US Military attacked me in 2013 & Indoctrinated me in Terrorism to invade Zimbabwe for Strategic Minerals. Indoctrinated me in Terrorism forcing me to have a Muslim child sacrifice to frame Zimbabwe of Islamic Terrorism. They want to go into Zimbabwe to bomb and kill 15 Million Zimbabweans. They don’t care about any one except how they can get Zimbabwe Strategic Minerals for their weapons. They are dangerous criminals who should be caught.

Help #942 Days

I am working towards making myself available for a criminal case against US Military #943 Days

What I am aware of is US Military attempts to minimise the impact of this crime. I on the other hand has decided to concentrate on the huge impact this crime has to 15 Million Zimbabweans. I was Indoctrinated in Terrorism because US Military wanted to invade Zimbabwe for Strategic Minerals for their Military weapons. I was being forced to participate in the overthrow of Zimbabwe Govt, facilitate weapons to cause civil unrest and compromise government officials. This was US Military plan to distabilise and invade Zimbabwe.

When they failed they tried to force me into group activism, to make their crime as insignificant as possible. To bury it. The idea is to pretend they is a solution when no solution is going to be found among victims alone. We have to get more people involved and aware of this crime, so help could be found.

I am working towards making myself available for a criminal case against US Military. I am willing to work with police, international organizations to get justice. I am working towards building a case regarding my abuse, torture, Terrorism indoctrination by US Military

Psychological Manipulation #944 Days

I am trying to expose the cycle of psychological manipulation that US Military use on me to try & control every aspect of my life using HAARP Trauma Based Mind Control.

Usually the side of US Military that is

“helpful but noone asked you, kind of way” comes out when, what I am saying is attracting negative attention for THEM. So they try to subdue me by appearing helpful. But I have been through this cycle a thousand times, it leads to more interference, then actual attempts to undermine me and control my life against my will.

So yesterday I feel I finally named it for what it is ” helpful but noone asked you” coming from abuser. It’s a way of manipulating and subduing a victim.

Happy Independence Day – Zimbabwe #945 Days

My name is Winnie Mangwende. I need help. I was attacked by US Military in 2013 & Indoctrinated in Terrorism so they could invade Zimbabwe for Strategic Minerals wanted for US Military weapons.

They continue to abuse & torture me with HAARP Electromagnetic Frequencies to hide the fact that they were indoctrinating me in Terrorism

US Military Psychological Operations Manual #946 Days

I am a victim of US Military who attacked me in 2013 & Indoctrinated me in Terrorism to invade Zimbabwe for Strategic Minerals. US Military want Zimbabwe Strategic Minerals for US Military weapons

Daily Abuse and Torture with HAARP Electromagnetic Frequencies by US Military #947 Days

Its looks like my periscope is not playing well, my end anyway. I think we are now at the reality of my situation. They are people keen to silence or hide the fact that I was tortured and abused by US Military with HAARP Electromagnetic Frequencies and groomed in Terrorism, so that US Military could invade for Strategic Minerals for US Military weapons.

Yesterday we had an insight into US Military weapons situation through Assad

To me its evidence that they is an need to secure Zimbabwe Minerals for more and update military weapons by US Military who are intend on using war and invasion to secure these minerals as they were indoctrinating me in terrorism and telling me they would facilitate weapons to use in the overthrow of the Zimbabwe govt and they were going to link me with a rebel army in Mozambique to secure the sea and passage of minerals out of the country.  My role was to act as an in-between facilitating this process as they have done in with ISIS in Syria.