Its like being raped over and over again

My abuse with US MilItary is now something I realise comes and goes –  Silence for hours or days but then they are back, with an “after terrorism indoctrination” agenda. What does that look or feel like. Its like being raped over and over. The fact that your life was indispensable for a criminal agenda to benefit US Military Complex in its ambition to expoit people for mineral wealth while it expands its capitalist ambitions is the maximum a person can take. Being exploitated with a destructive agenda meant being treated with utter contempt, torture and abuse