I found woman who have or are going through similar mind control experiments. I noted one of the women had an electromagnetic rage and ended up killing someone . US Military were programming me for a similar situation with my own child. The agenda was destructive in order to put me in a situation were I was manipulated for terrorism.  So my situation was to force me to have a child with men who came from countries that had terrorism – to establish the terrorism link with my identity.  Have a child with these men for money and nothing else – being groomed for prostitution as well. After the child, in isolation i was being reprogrammed to expect abuse. I suspected they wanted me to do something horrible to this child so seriously, I would lose my good character in UK and be deported to Zimbabwe where their terrorism indoctrination would mature